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Monday, January 15, 2007

look at the stars! No, there are no stars in the east

It's been some time since I met someone who has made me feel light hearted, whom I make phone calls to just to hear her voice on the phone, whom I want to hold hands with and be overwhelmed by that sweet sickly feeling of affection, like rubbing glue down the spine and the twitch of the heart you feel when you look at really cute rabbits running around with small little puppies. It's been years and years.

I think you make sense in a world that isn't completely insane, or not insane enough. In a world that is consumed with normality. This urgency to fit in, this tendency to conform to the confinement of the soul. It isn't a joyless world. It's filled with happy lovely things if we took the time to stop and admire it. But few of us really do. And I'm glad I took the time to realize that you are one of those who won't be content with normality as well. That doesn't think the world sucks even though shit is thrown at us all the time. That no matter the hurt and railroads of misery that track themselves across the world, the simplicity of joy, friendship and love is the universal truth. Not the Bible, not Mohamed moving the mountains, not turning water to wine. But our stripped selves.

You are a wonderfully generous person. And you don't even realize it. You don't realize your simple joy. And that is what makes you special.

I'm still getting to know you day by day, word by word, minute by minute. And I'm loving every bit of what I see. :)

I'm in a surrounding of people who assume what I am. Who think that I am a particular something. But you took the time to look past it. And I hope I have done the same to you. :) But I think it's easier for you. You're more likable by nature. Me? I'm that green grotch in the garbage can on Seasame Street. He gets less airtime than the Elmos.

I don't have to be somebody else when I'm with you.

"I don't need somebody to be somebody, I don't want nobody but you". I wrote that line for you. That song actually.

I could say anything or be anything with you and I needn't fear. What if cars were made from leaves, and our heads were giant mushrooms and our spines were made of rabbits with legs like spiders! And what if we took a hot air balloon made out of cotton candy up to the skies made from irish cream?

I could strangle myself with my own tie and look at the stars all night, stars that I don't really bother to see sometimes :P

And only you, the girl I'm referring to here, the girl in my heart right now, would understand anything of what I just said ;)

"I see you lying next to me.
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake, and unafraid
Asleep, or dead"

love ya darling!

Lerps

25 Comments:

At 2:22 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

congrats on finding someone so special :)

 
At 9:55 PM, Blogger Natasha T. said...

awww, darling so sweet.
i almost teared.
i'm sure she'll feel the same.
good luck best friend.
wished mine was the same as yours.
love you!

<3

 
At 3:31 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

The truth is love was never lost, if not reciprocated, it'll only flow back and purify thy heart, over and over again. Friendship is an example of this kinda love, but as for you dear lerp, i know it defintely is reciprocated ;) so happy for both of you <3

 
At 6:30 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

In life, not many of us ever discover true love, and I think it's amazing you've done so. Treasure her! And I believe if she finds out about your feelings, they'd be reciprocated. Good luck(:

 
At 8:54 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey lerp, glad you've found your special someone. I'm sure she's one lucky gal. Treasure her dude..

cheers..<3

 
At 8:18 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

OMG LERP!

MCR lyrics!!! heh. =)

and that's such a sweet entry. so romantic.

almost melted.

 
At 11:25 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

i saw you at tamps mall with this girl in mini skirt a few months back and you guys were hugging.who is she?she is pretty!:D

 
At 6:43 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

who's she?the girl u were hugging.:)

 
At 10:29 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

well, he meets plenty of girls at tampines mall and most of them wear mini skirts. so which one are you referring to?

don't get fooled by him, kiddos.

 
At 12:10 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

that's a very mean thing to say.you are being judgmental without sufficient evidence to back up this claim of yours.probably mind your own business?

 
At 1:07 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

uh huh. don't act like you have an authority on levan, anonymous.

 
At 12:44 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

lol i haven't been at my blog for a while but that last comment was like a compliment tinged with sarcasm.

obviously as a guy i wouldn't mind girls melting. though that might leave a pretty solid mess with vapourization not happening fast enough.

though if they do melt for me they must be doing it in secret, behind shadowed columns and in darkened alleyways, because i haven't noticed such a thing in my life

still, it would be nice though. but oh well :P haha

levan

 
At 5:57 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Ehh do you mean my comment? There's no sarcasm. Really. Its a toneless zone. Cos I melt for you too. xD

 
At 5:57 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

But if its that anonymous you're referring to, its like, heh(:

 
At 12:50 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

heh yeah i meant that annonymous one, not yours jiayi haha!

 
At 12:38 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

so levan., why no updates for such a long time? months alrdy! are you still with your gf? so busy??

 
At 9:22 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

oh levan you haf a gf?

 
At 10:13 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

so who is the princess of yours?

 
At 12:33 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

lerping. u die already ah? lol. how r u!!!!!!!!!

elsaaaaaa

 
At 12:08 PM, Blogger Becky Cheung said...

It is cool to find someone on this earth that completes you with whom one has a feeling of deep and natural affinity.

The traditional Japanese character for love consists of a heart (in the middle) inside of "accept", "feel", or "perceive", which shows a graceful emotion.

It tickles the hearts. Congrats for you and your special someone. ;)

 
At 6:23 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Well said.

 
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